emotional battle against myself. haha…
i need help
i just want to drop everything and just sleep. never wake up again.
I may need more help then I have realized. As I take another step into adulthood I realize that I need God more and that I am not longer a kid that can live that happy life that I thought I would continue to live. I am very thankful for my friends and for having such a loving God.
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM. So tired of everything. hate feeling like this. Just when I feel like I’m back up, I bring myself down. God please calm this heart of mine down. You are oh so good to me.
Gah the first week of school has started. Everything seems to be going the way i want it to. Classes are good, meeting my classmates is good, but for some reason i just feel very sad. The changes that are going around me and the new environment makes me feel very weird. I feel like im on my period everyday and on pms. I know this a fight i have to battle and that itll get better within weeks. Gah i need prayers. Please and thank yous.